Beautifully Broken

we're all running from something. This is my blog I'll call it lost in my mind. Ana has consumed my every thought and taken over my life.

I have no weed :( this is depressing!!

Basically had a mental break down today and just so happen to break like every possible thing around me. Not on purpose, broke my bowl, broke the latch on the dryer, broke a vase that had flowers for me in it, completely showed up at the end of my boyfriends fishing night with his family from out of town, all while crying hysterically, because a close friend made me feel like shit about giving up on recovery and not going back to treatment, I’m done. I’m exhausted. I’m defeated.

su1cidal-love:

depression/black & white/self harm blog.

su1cidal-love:

depression/black & white/self harm blog.

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